It's my FAULT

When I was small, I lose my temper very easily. But I didn't cry easily.
Until to now, I cry very easily. Especially looking at my parents and teachers. And also, I felt too stressful about my academic results. Although I knew being too stressful made me more upset, and I would not get higher marks on each subjects.
However, not only I could not get high marks on each subjects, I was scolded always.
My parents did not understand me.
Especially my father, he just said I was a foolish girl!
He also mentioned that I just know how to cry and lose my temper...(to be continued!)